The other night I was sitting in the living room folding laundry while Campbell laid on her activity mat (you know, the pad on the floor that has an arch of toys attached to it). She has just recently gotten to where she likes to spend a little time on it. She has not, however, made any attempt to play with the toys, beyond the occasional bump of a toy by her little flailing arms and legs.
As I sat and watched her, she reached her tiny hand up and touched one of the hanging toys. It was the first time I have seen her intentionally reach for something with her hand. She continued to study the toys with such intensity. I have never been so amazed at such a simple thing. To watch her slowly begin to comprehend that those hands belong to her, and to see her studying something other than a person, blew me away.
I started to think about how incredible it is to watch her change in front of our eyes and to see her take developmental steps like that made me think about what it will be like as she grows to know the Lord. How amazing will it be to see her begin to comprehend God's love for her, to see her begin to experience the fullness, freedom, and love He desires for us, for her, to live. I pray that God would give Russ and I the clarity to see her take those spiritual strides, as clearly as I saw her understanding change that night.
